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students have ways of making things a little harder in school work. one I don't know too much in the field of education. and second I'm swimming in the unknown. my boss is wondering what is it that i do in this highschool. I 'm starting to wonder that my self. if anything I could be extracted from this place and his fishing for a reason (O'paranoid schizophernia me). I met some people that are influencing my thoughts about getting out of education and pursuing the field of cinemaphotographer. the influence is good. and I want to go.
"'cause we find our selves in the same old mess, singing drunken lullabies,"

Here that quote to go with moby dick:

"I think good novel would be where a bunch of men on a ship are looking for a whale. They look and look, but you know what? they never find him. And yo know why they never find him? It does say. The book leaves it up to you, the reader, to decide. Then, at the very end, there's a page you can lick and it tastes like Kool-Aide." -Jack Handey (deep thoughts)

moby dick (or that swishy tale)

call me aaron. I am reading moby dick and I'm .... rather tired of reading it. the whole beganning was very fun reading; then he, Melville, start rambling about a subject. Which can be very interesting at times but it bugs when all I want to do is get on with the story. I hvae been reading the book for the past month and its been very slow coming. I want to start another book but leaving the book open is some that doesn't feel right. Like all the other books i've started: slauther house five, A clockwork orange, the bible, dante's divine comedy: pergatory and paradisio.... and some other I can't remember very well. I start slauther house five last year. I put the book down and couldn't find it. welll I started a clockwork orange two year ago i put it down because of some of the imagery of the people being beaten and raped; then the author put himself in it to light the load of the brutality, sort of comedy relief. but a very colorful laugage. the bible, I don't remember where I left off, but i do remember finishing geneis. oh yeah Oyster i was reading, then I put it down and never finish. dante's divine comedy: pergatory got boring and I lost interest in knowing where the jorney was going. Inferno was awsome to the end. Soo, should I, or not, put the book down and n'ver pick up 'til I invest interest back into book.
There's a quote that funny. something from SNL by jack handley (deep thoughts).

the last day of sum vaca...

this year going to be diferent, with one f. i can't see what is coming. I'm just going with the flow. told my self that it's going to be one more year and I'm sticking with that... one more year being a shadow. mear nothing without students.

sun burnt beams shine me on

i flow with the breeze and tornados thrashed at the leaves....

i flow through fields and forest, wood and trees....

up in the air, blue skies came clear...

clouds roving close, too near...

home, white and small from back, below...

I meet the horizon with the breeze, i flow...

looking for the irsis of the sun...

before long none could see one...

alone and long gone the blue is shallowed by black vacuum...

sun burnt sun rays kiss the bottom of my bum...

no white home no trees....

no forest no breeze...

i'm gone with the flow,

with nothing above nor below.