a new year. a new goal.

I am trying to find a way to be clear with my self. It's hard. :/ It is reflecting in my writing. haha.. I was watching the movie Election and it acured to me that I'm in a middle age crises at the age of 29. what shit. I feel old and young at the same time. it bothers me. I'm trying to stick with not smoking. but that goin to be hard... it still is...