tale tell heart

tales to tell.
I find my self doing fine in terribls situtions and I'm a wreck in stable frame of mind.
what is that I remember for ther night Sean and I got standed in Albuerquerque. I know liked it. all the way through. and Sean hated it because he spent a time in his life being homelless in Salt Lake. i got to this point where on day two on the streets. of course we spent it at the gathering sleeping in the belcony seats most of the morning and aftnoon. the people we meet. andre bee, manuel, deedra bee. Sean loses his glasses, I don't do any about, manuel gets at the los n found then the night of Spring Crawl..

so it goes... 2

I started writing memoirs from my college days, Im cutting the BS and find myself somewhere back there somewhere. I hate what i've become. There is a lot fear of life and no fear for the darkness. .. I don't care for my own life only the life of my niece, K auhnilaiyah. I have a play date for her now. I hope it's every monday. I get to see the mother too. she's beautiful.
I find it hard to think of things to write when I'm sitting at the typewriter. but when i'm away things just come to me. and I forget it. it's fustrating. The only it was raining I could think of anything to write, but to write poem about the rain. it was depressing. October rain.
I have watched Where the wild things are last night with my sis, and niece. It was a great movie. it made me tear up at the end when the monster came running back to see Max off, then he howled.
I've always wanted to be King of the Wild things. I think I still want to be.