"running against the wind, I'm still running... against the wind..

It hust something I heard over the radio this morning.
the day.
my day was hecktic. I did almost nothing yet it feels like a burden. I start reading a book about jobs. that's all i do to keep myself form actually falling a sleep. because I had to pick my sister at her job.
the weekend. I t fun and stressful. first thing the down side my truck's fuel pump gave out (I was expecting that this past summer but didn't do anything about it, only a mere thought) the pump gave out on my sister on her way to work in gallup on saturday morning. she was an hour and half late to work. I drove back home. pickedup my mother and niece. and went back to gallup to check out prices for the pump. then head to the brand new casino in gallup. for a preview of the place and a dry run through. All employees got four tickets to give to thier families. I had fun playing black jack and poker.
I have always been wary about playing either of them.
I learned at a young age how to play both of them but never in the casino.
I learned how to play by there rules now. I started think about how movies come up with the idea of taking the house. those capper movies. then i kep thinking of the movie swingers. "you always double down on eleven!"
the next day i got my truck off the road side. again i spent the hold day with my mother and niece. the fun part. my niece and I played at the playground of dreams. the bad. she cried real loud about not able to get out of the car when stopping by my brother's place. she has one hell of a scream.
that was the weekend. good fun, bad fuel pump.