nonsense

there was nothing to say long before saying any at all. is it not true nothing is said but obvious encounters. Nothing real was said for fear of other thoughts. weakness daunt the soul ambitions to create and distroy.
I can no more of think of the past. it is gone out my hands and the future is coming in by the barrel loads drown my heart with hope of a new life.
eyes watch me . not the ones in my head but the one in the hills to the stars. I move with care like a chess piece. but deep wtihin life is fleeting from the fire. only flickers and ambers scatch at the darkness. the balance powers of lust for life and death of life kick and tear at each other. balance. matter and anti-matter. yin and yang.