looking in the past

I found my ole journal that I jsut lug around and not really use. I was leaving the apt. I couldn't find my journey that i use more offen. I started to thumb through it. I read the peoms that I put into it and the lodges that I wrote. I saw my slow decent into madness in just a few pages. it was very strange. I can't believe that I wrote what i wrote in that ole journal. I don't remember must of what i was writing about. I mentioned a few girl's names. ...what a mess it was.